Yang paling menyakitkan dari kesendirian itu bukan pas kita lagi sedih. Tetapi disaat kita merasakan bahagia dan tertawa senang, tapi gak ada orang yang bisa diajak ketawa bareng. ~Cinta Silver
Loneliness isn't most agonizing when we are unhappy. But when we are in joyful laughter, but there's no one there to share the laugh with. ~Silver Love (I'm not making things up, it is really the name of the flick).
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I was asked if I wanted to see the National Day fireworks in Marina Bay. I didn't really know what to answer. I wanted to. I love fireworks. But damn, NDP (still) rhymes with loneliness, a reminder of dashed dreams and heartache.
I know, better alone, than with the wrong person/crowd. But that Cinta Silver quote is true. I'm not in the mood for agony.
And I don't know if I still have the 'next year' hope this time. But if I do, I'd like to be there and laugh with you.
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Yes, you. I'm just as surprised.
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